secret of life

قبل موتي

2011-01-13T06:00:00.000-08:00

في عنقها لؤلؤ وفي يداها مرجان وفي كفها خاتم و في خدها خال واضح من وراء الشال ! و الخاتم الماس مرصع بياقوت و العمر في العشرين كأنها ملاك حال ! و في عينها ما كل رجال رجال ! كأنها السيف و الموج و البحر و الرمال ! خطواتها ما تشوف الشمس من ظل الإظلال ! الشمس لو تشرق على جسمها سال كأنها عسل نحل لا محال و من يوم خلقت كل شي عندها بريموت حورية من فوقها الليل شلال وكأنها الصباح فوقها الليل الى أقصى حدود الوصال في وعلى الحسن من قال سبحان من صورها و أعطاها كل هذا الجمال فأخذني الـلـيـل مـع طيفها و طيفها فـتـان ! و يا ناس لا يلومني أحـد لأني حبيتها ! تـغـزلـت فيها و الـغـزل ما يكون لـمـن كان ! بودي ضمها بين أضلعي و تدفيني بحنان ! بودي حطها بقلبي عشان ما حدا يشوفهـا انسان ! بودي الـمـس هدبها و بـوس حتى أيـديـهـا ! وبدي أنا و إياها لحالنا ما حولنا أنس و لا جان ! وبدي ذوبها بشعري و تذوبـنـي بنظراتـهـا ! بودي قول كلام بس لا شفتها يجي النسيان مدري شو قول بس حالتي حاله لا شفتها ! مـا بـدي أكـل و أذوق شـيء و انـا لـلـحـب جـوعـان و ولهان ! بدي شوفها لا أصبح و لا ا نام بدي أمسح شعرها بدي أهـمـس باذنها و أقول أنا ميت بغرامـهـا ! أرجــوك يا لله يـا خالقني يــا رحــمــان أنـهـا تـعـيـش بسعـادة و مـا أنحرم من حبها ! و أخــر أمنياتي و أنـا عـلـيـها حـيـل ولـهـان أن جـاء خـبـر موتي بدي مـوت بين أحضانها ........... آمين

ولدت من جديد

2011-01-10T04:00:00.001-08:00

قالت أحبك ... فقلت كم عمرك ؟؟... فقالت لقدولدت من جديد منذ رأيتك ... فقلت ما اسمك ؟... فقالت سمني بما تريد ... فلقد وهبت لك نفسي ....فقلت أين هي ديارك ؟؟.... فقالت دياري هي يديك و عينيك و قلبك

أنت

2011-01-10T03:59:00.000-08:00

من أجل عينيك سأهجر الدنيا ومن فيها...وأحفظ كل أغاني الحب ولك أغنيها..وأردد كلمات الحب التي أعرفها والتي لا أدرك معانيها...من أجل عينيك قصة حبي للعالم سأحكيها..وأردد انك أروع ما فيها...نعم..من أجل عينيك فقط..سأتحدى الدنيا وأنا معك سأمضي في تحديها....وأصرخ..أحبك أنت..ولاتهمني بعدك الدنيا وما فيها.

newwwwwwwwwwwww

2011-01-10T03:56:00.000-08:00

جئـــت لأكتــــب لـــك فلـــم أجـــدُ قلمـــاً,,,فبـــريـــت عظمـــة مـــن عظـــام صــدري فلــم أجــدُ حبــراً,,,فغمستـــهـا بــدمــــاء قلبـــي,,,فلـــم أجــدُ كلمـــات,,,فكتبـــت كلمــة واحــدة تســد عـــن كــل الكلمـــات,,, أحبـــك

U KNOW WHAT?

2008-01-11T03:53:00.001-08:00

You Know What?
You know what I love most about you?I love that you truly careYou know what I will always remember about you?How your smile lights up my heart when you walk into the roomYou know what amazes me most about you?How you can make me believe in magic and dreamsYou know what is funny about what I just wrote?There are a hundred answers to each questionYou know the one answer that answers them all?It's the way our love has touched a place inside of my heart that no other has ever found, and you did it with such a gentle ease.

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2008-01-11T03:49:00.000-08:00

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to you for you forever

2008-01-11T03:44:00.001-08:00

To You, For You Forever
How do you say Thank You for all the love and support that you have given from the heart?How do you show appreciation for the caring and loving replies?How do you express what you feel but words seem lacking in interpretation?How do you voice a gratitude that you carry deep inside of you?Well, I made it through this holiday season through heartfelt prayers and loving comments from you.And I guess I will have to just say Thank You.I guess I can only say that all of you are in my heart.I guess I will have to say that my Starlite family was my medicine for healing.And I can say I Love You.

my moon

2008-01-10T00:31:00.001-08:00

My moon`s night...so close to me...faraway from me...inside me...inside this lovely moon...inside me you are...as this moon,which so deep in this night...is it me...is that me who is inside you...don`t know who i am now...became my heart`s prisoner...and within my thoughts also...however the moon been so close to me...sitting...watching...looking so attentively at this moon...thinking so deep within this night...and within this moon which is in the heart of this night...what i see only...is only you...you are that a shining moon...which lighted up my night...and gave me more love to this night...and to you always...

prommised u

2008-01-10T00:27:00.001-08:00

promised you and vowed to myself,that never to return back to you...promised you to carry you away from my life... and to remove you from my thoughts however i am alive...promised to tread on my heart and to gather up my wounds...prepare my bags and complete my coffee cup...wear my coat and buy a tickets...vowed to take you away from my future...and to wipe you off from my past...now i`m not your sweetheart...i`m not your artless lover...believe me ,will never come back..never to return this time and forever...leaving with all memories...carrying with me all my tryout...thank you lady...thank you very much for your loving...thanks for the all days which we spent with...thankful to you however i am alive...now i got well from you..and pulled out your love from my veins...washed my soul through a rose`s water and the hope`s ray...leaving you my lady..lady whom lived once inside my heart...leaving....goodbye lady...

best for u

2008-01-10T00:15:00.000-08:00

to you...to whom who translated my silence to words...to whom who described what inside me as a lines in this book...to whom who removed a life`s blackness from my eyes...to whom who deserve this love and this feelings ...to you i am writing ...writing a word which failed to describe the love,which i hold for you....writing the emotion which befall inside me,..when my eyes hugged yours...when my hands touched yours...when i sit near and close to you...and saying to you, love you my sweet angel..my sweet angel ,whom never to give up from her love..and will always and forever saying it...love you so my sweetheart..promise you this...

so.... you are

2008-01-09T02:51:00.000-08:00

So pretty you are...so wonderful...so beautiful...so special you are..special just for me...only for me..and all are so jealousy to me...jealousy because you are mine...pretty mine...pretty lady you are...pretty you are....even more pretty than an angel you are...adored you...adoring you...will adore you forever...and never to get enough from you...pretty beautiful mine...never loved one as you...never imagined to love any one over you...never felt a feelings from another one than you...never got those warmth feelings before i know you...just got and felt it when i know you...pretty lady mine...best and great creature you are...created by a powerful...created by a grand God...created just to be mine...

love or war

2008-01-09T02:48:00.000-08:00

love or war....
is this love or war...do you want my defense to sink down in front of you...? ? to give up to your lovely war...? ? what do you want from these lovely words...? ? want me to cancel my mind...? ? want me to believe in a dreams...? ? is that what you came with, is a real feelings...? ? or its just an illusions we live in, to make a life more beauty...? ? or to bear its hardness...is that what you want...? ? is that what you wanted to me to be...why you made me dream of you...why you made me thought about you..as if you were a real...real lover in my life...why you gave me a honey lovely words...while you still not ready for me...its not a war...we are not in a battleground...while a winer or a loser...there is nothing called war or love..its just only love or war...so please define your choice...and tell me, what you want me to be...

alone but happy

2008-01-08T23:21:00.000-08:00

Alone i am...but so happy i am in my loneliness...alone all a time...no one near me ,or to share me my loneliness...but happy to see all friends while happy they are...alone i am...no one to ask about me or to care about me...but happy to see them while they are sailing through their loves...alone i am...crying alone always...no one to console me...or to take off the sadness which it inside...but happy to hear their laughs every where...and to see the smiles at their faces..alone i am...hiding my worries and my suffers just to myself only...but happy i am to see the love still alive around me...still alive through others...actually...as much as i am alone and feeling within it...but happy to see all of you while you are enjoying this love...and adoring each others...and sailing in each others loving...loving each others...and creating a great love...

LET HAVE SEX

2008-01-08T23:18:00.000-08:00

let`s have sex...let`s enjoy this sex...we have no time for love...we have no time to suffer with this love..why to waste and to suffer this life..while we can enjoy this life through this sex...why to live this pains...why to love and to give your heart..to who whom has no hearts..let`s have sex...let`s enjoy this life through this sex...sex is more better than pains...sex is joyful...sex is happiness...love is pains and wounds...love is just a sadness...let`s have sex...let`s enjoy sex...let`s have a fun...let pains go away from your life...rest and mercy your heart...take off a sadness from your chest...and enjoy your life with this sex...let`s have sex...let`s enjoy sex...why we don`t follow the rules which we created for...we created only to have a sex...why to cry...why to be sad...why to feel a loneliness...why to be alone...just be happy...just have sex...no love,no more...no pains,no more...no sadness,no more...just have your happiness...just through sex...go and get your desires..your desires through making sex...let`s have sex...let`s enjoy sex...would you like to have the best life???go and have sex...go and do whatever you pleased...forgive me my heart...to gave you to whom who didn`t take care of you...to whom who hurts you...and upset you...

i will teach you

2008-01-08T23:14:00.000-08:00

i will teach...i will teach your eyes...how to miss me...i will teach your heart...how to burn longing to me... i will teach you...how a trees adore each others...and a birds kiss each others..i`ll teach you...how a souls melts through each others..and in a sky`s love, how it could create a wings.....i`ll teach you...i will teach you how to sail so deep inside my eyes without return...and to die through my love without cries...and in a mazes of love ...how to lost without losting.....i`ll teach you...how could a sadness create a great lover...and how could a tear turning a confusion to a hallucination.....i`ll teach you sweetheart...the sweet birds`melody...and the sadly pipe`s Groans...OH sweetheart....i`ll teach you...what you never ever hear about...teach you that a Love is the most serious disaster to this universe.....i`ll teach you...how a sleep can leaves the lids...and tearing the eyes.....i`ll teach you...the Explosion...The fracture...The disappearance...till you say,that a love is more angrier than a seas.....i`ll teach you...how to fly without flight...and how a dreams becomes insinuation...eating the brain and capture a souls.....i`ll teach you...teach you a love ,never a humanity knows before about...teach you a love,deep love with all its meaning.....i`ll teach you...teach you how to die on my chest...how an autumn can cry...and how a trees die...

MY DESTINY YOU ARE

2008-01-08T23:12:00.000-08:00

The destiny you are...the destiny which wrote on me...and on my life all...already live in this fate after i know you...Sweetheart...my longing on to you...as the hangs of the bough to its tree...my loving to you...as a God`s love to all his creatures...who never to get weary from them...either me...never to get weary from you...you mean every thing to me...you are the water which i need...you are my air which gets me alive in this life...and without you, there is no life...you are my sense...and all sense i have...without you i have no sense...no useful to my life...and feel with no humanities...because i love you...and never to love one like as you...dived into and so deep into a depth of the sea...and didn`t sunk...because i discovered the secrets of my love to you...and i know now...and sure i an from the feelings which i got...that you are the destiny...the destiny which wrote on me...and contain me all and my life...and never to runaway from this destiny...because you wrote on me..and created to be for me...only for me...to own me however i am alive...even after my life...you are my life...I believe that we are destined to be to each other...believe that God has written this on us...and never to believe than this...

lady

2008-01-08T23:09:00.000-08:00

sweetheart...if your love is a fate...you are my destiny....if your love is a choice...you are my only choice...o lady mine, whom owned my heart...and blessed my soul...and controlled on my feelings and my emotions...to you my darling, sending you a bouquet of roses` life, carried on perfumes` loving...honey...i knew a loves` pleasure...and a the meaning of life and its taste...after i loved you...your love increased inside me, ..till it owned and controlled me...and been a prisoner to this love... this love which gave me a desires to live more...and which made me a lover which i always wanted...my lady...carrying inside me all a contrarieties in this world...all are inside me...hope...hopeless...happiness...sadness...luck...unlucky...optimist...pessimist...all those inside me, all those contrarieties, i dealing with... happy through your love...sad because of your farness...sweetheart...your love took me away from this sadly life...and gave me all the happiness which i dreamed about...took me to the heaven which covered by your pure love...sweet angel...my heart before you been a barren desert...but after i loved you, this desert changed to a lovely green heaven...which supplied our souls the love....the love which irrigated our hearts... my sweet and only love...want to scream with a high voice...to let all heart and feel what i am in...just want to let them know...how much i love you...

iplease touch me

2008-01-08T04:49:00.000-08:00

Please touch me, though you are so far awayPlease hold me, tomorrow, I hope you will stayPlease give me, the sun, the moon and the starsAcross the land and seaI know in my heart you are not far.I feel a gentle breeze, is that you I dream,Hiding in the trees,As I watch the clouds, way up in the skyIs that you as an eagle, who is passing byPlease touch me, tell me you love me tooYear after year, I wait for a word from youYou are my flower,A soul I want to knowCome touch me, my darlingOnly your arms will tell me,You want me so.

missed

2008-01-08T04:42:00.000-08:00

missed the nectar...not just because i love it..just because your tongue tasting it...missed the songs...not just because i sing it...because your ears enjoying it...missed the lovely poems...not just because i wrote it...because your lips reading it...missed the desire...not just because i need it...just because you are desiring it...missed the lust...not just because i enjoy it...just because your soul imagining it...missed the love...not just because i love you...just because your heart beating within mine...missed you and so much i do...not just only a misses...just adoring you till a death...

kiss and hug me

2008-01-08T04:39:00.001-08:00

well sweetheart ,, take me , take me so far...take me there where no one , only you and me...take me and carry me and hold me so strong...to that bed which we dreamed so long for that ...kiss me sweetheart ,kiss me so hard ..kiss me and let me taste your tasty sweetness...kiss me kiss me more , and let your saliva be more and more ..to cover up all me , and to lick me , lick me all..hug me sweetheart , hug me so hard..hug me to your body , i need to feel your hot which inside..hug me , and with your hands , let me be inside into your heart...hug me , more and more , and let that body which is mine , to feel your hot inside..love me , love me so far ..love me , and let me love you more ..make me your angel and love me more..and by your love , make love to me more

be happy

2008-01-03T04:06:00.000-08:00

secret of life is to be happy all time live your life don't let anything bother u tomorrow not for us